Consequences of Anger and Hate

Anger is the how evil finally possesses you..... in a frenzy and mayhem for a life full of love and hate, where the love you think you have is "need and dependency" and the burden of "hate" to make you constantly judge and maintain a persistent energizing source for "it".

Remember: "It" is the alien identity which grows within the corrupted (AHVC) mind set that during the early years of adulthood should have been gradually eliminated as one hopefully matures in spirituality and wisdom. It could take years of behavior therapy for those who are extremely corrupted or for an extreme example even molested.

........Spirituality does not survive within a comfort zone of love and hate, surrounded by the many addictive states and materialism. "I want a divorce" changing to "I'm back together again, and its fine" is the addiction to "feel" life rather than to live from a spiritual base of contentment and blis.

........What is it that makes you need love and hate? Yes, it is your ego the need to have a feeling about yourself that you are bigger and better than others, a mythical self-esteem, and even to believe that you are alive although a zombie, a living death succumbed to evil. If you add supportive material things to the latter, you artificially allow your comfort zone to feel even more comfortable and to be unable to be corrected from any sources even from the true loving sources such as parents which is the true source of "Creation". Who else gave you this life besides Creator? Who else can provide you with direction and true love which is not filled with phoniness? Even the corrupted parent is challenged by his or her alien identity but where there is a spiritual base there is hope and a yearning for goodness.

........If the child is initiated into "terrorism" like all "spoiled children" and is unable to find the absolute truth, only pain and suffering will accomplish that which is necessary in Creator's life. It is either a living hell or an awakening for all the zombies on this earth. Will it be sickness or peace?

........The comfort zone is a protective shield particular to your own mentally sick needs to remain the way you are, never to sincerely seek behavior therapy or to have another person help you out of the misery and hell. All of us have been corrupted to some degree from a little to as much as "big time" in the form of molestation. The corrupted mind set does not take responsibility for its thoughts and actions and actually is irrational and basically set within a form of insanity. People actually "crack" when they become violent or they slide into submissive obsessive behavior while they become serial killers. That quiet guy can be even dangerous.

........Any anger is part of the "insanity phase" in its pure definition. This drives people into schizophrenia, dual personalities and hypocrisy to try to cope with the never ending love and hate relationships.

Remember: The love they think they have is not true or absolute love but need and dependency. ........This means that within all relationships whether with father and mother, a wife, a friend or in business there is no true love but a place where only sinister elements rule. Why do we even have wars but to justify all of this insanity, although some wars are necessary to end the insanity? How can anyone truly get along, if evil plays its game in an unconscious way through each and everyone of our alien identities, something we are very unaware of. How big is yours? And by the way this is the source of all evil just like a tumor, but very different because it can easily be transferred by way of resentment. As soon as an ego begins to devil-op their is an offshoot towards another allegiance which is not of Creation. Where is Creation to an infant child but now within the infant child either self-created through its ego or lost in a world of unkown until something painful arrives?

........Sinisterism stems from the female's need to satisfy her vengeance towards the father she resented or even hated where the true and absolute father had been absent. The weak and hypocritical father as any poor role model permits the girl-child to grow into a demon who later becomes the source of the undermining of the next generation and its new family. The man of the house must correct this or be always guilty and to many unconscious fathers the guilt is the only motivation for their existence. Because of the phenomenon of spiritual man the guilty conscience plays its role and toll.

........It is so easy to be guilty through just the act of anger which is the feeling needed to energize "it". As long as the mother-wife is able to "get away with it" using manipulative strategies, such as "sulking like a baby" or "holding on to a blanket" and acting in any way to make the husband feel sorry for her rather than to do the right thing and correct her, the undermining continues its cycle. Here the wife pulls the strings, and most likely there is no decent sexual relationship. When an occasional sex arrives, it is the "anger release tool". You see so often the expression "f--k me" repeated over and over again while the deepdown expression of anger is somewhat released and the feeling of a false satisfaction eventually arrives but only temporarily. The weak husband needs to "masturbate" his angry life away not waking up to what is truly needed and that is to correct the situation before it totally gets out of hand which is destined to destroy his children where even incarceration has its place.

........It is a known fact in the field of psychology that husbands become violent under these circumstances and actually kill people with a need to be incarcerated as an escape from the hell in the marriage. Who else is going to break up the never ending hell? Alcoholics escape in the same way where drug addiction may follow too, if there is no other way out. We find this occuring in most homes today in America (2002). It is a hell living with a wife that needs correction and always gets away with it, and where the wife deep-down needs to destroy her husband because she has not reconciled her feelings towards her phony father. The weak husband eventrually permits his wife to take over his affairs to dominate the family and possibly one day even to "kill her five children".

........(This is identical to a government which undermines its citizens and a family which creates terrorists. Islamic fundamentalists target their hate on America because they identify with what they see in America, not realizing that they themselves are the victim of evil and have become the disciples of Satan)

........They could even kill a parent, the one they actually should honor under all circumstances, but evil acts in reverse of "honor thy father and mother". If the father points out in a loving way to his son that he has a serious problem with his wife and when he is unable to correct his dysfunctional relationship with his wife because security and money get in the way, the situation can become violent. The son must then blame others to relieve the anger. In actuality, the immediate source of the crime is the female-wife who sits around all day getting away with it actually to have needed a good spanking years ago. This is also known as " the spoiled-child syndrome".

........The demented wife will interfere and even demand a restraining order on the wrong person, such as a parent, in order for her to gain a stronger hold on her weak husband who needs behavior therapy so badly.... to hopefully even make any effort to correct the wife's deep hate for him, her husband, men and even her sons, although needed to be directed at her father.

Remember: All of this hate originated from her father and where did the reconciliation go?.

........What this restraining order does for her is, as evil will always wish for her to do, to empower her need not to destroy that which is inside her as a living curse. Hate and anger is always a curse because we are of a spiritual base but altered through the corrupted parent.

........Now, if the father permits a restraining order on him and even to have his own which is the only one truly justified to protect him from his own son who has the evil wife's intentions behind it all, the son might be doomed for later incarceration like we see for millions of good men in America today. The prisons are full of them actually pleased to escape that evil female-wife and the hell-game. This is truly unaware for most and when it is unconscious it can never be corrected. It is all around us today as the root of all evil. Go to series of books.

........This must be pointed out to the justice system and their judges to see through these sick acts of evil to demand that anger management and behavior therapy must be given to the wife-mother, and of course to her husband because if this does not take place serious consequences will occur and the children will be harmed, if not already irreversibly damaged. Females like this should never have had children and are all part of the dysfunctional cycle of the American family. They had children only for personal and ego gratification to produce another object to feed upon for vengeance. Looking deeper yet, her weak father had a deep need to get back at his mother and created all of this in the beginning to destroy his mother image and even his own daughters who also represent this for his own personal vengeance. Yes, evil works this way into the minds of everyone of us and is the only reason we see chaos and mayhem in the the world all stemming from the same inner alien identity working away without resistance. Where "there is no faith there is no cure" and the worst is yet to come, if there is no correction.

........The young adult must wake up to this truth before the age of 35 to 40 otherwise it is downhill resulting in illnesses and painful experiences. The curse of anger, hate and resentment takes its toll and the entire society suffers as it watches the jails fill and the need to build more prisons become inevitable.

Note: The only true solution is humiliation and not capital punishment for serial killers. If they know that they will not be killed for their evil acts and will remain in a long life of humiliation and hard labor, they would think otherwise. The American justice system is too guilty to provide for this.

........Today (2002), we have terrorists killing innocent people and a problem which is very difficult to correct during an "end time". Why? Because it all had been created through unconscious sinister relationships. Because those who rule the government and have the power to correct fall in the same category as they themselves have this inner desire to undermine goodness for the alien in them. Most of the world is governed by evil and the people must suffer. America is going in that direction and the consequences will be painful because without suffering people do not ever find salvation. The only real solution is to suffer where behavior therapy for most is too painful to go through therefore always avoided. Yes, you see this in the wife-mother who had already refused therapy so many times, and in the husband-father who never listened to his father's advice for so many years. Now the son can only blame his father because his state of mind is too weak to do that which is correct. Any restraining order upon his father becomes doomsday for the son because the son's only hope is through the absolute truth which for him is only from his father.... or an excellent behavior therapist who understands all of this. If he does not change this direction and permits his sinister wife to rule, the mayhem grows just as terrorism has grown in the world of today (2002) where similarly mothers continue to produce those who will die for their evil cause although as a comparison an extreme example.

A Message from Dr.Roy Foster

Female Control

Now that you are totally under that spell of the female where she controls your rational mind, you no longer can advance your consciousness to a higher state to see yourself as a selfish spoiled brat who thinks he needs independence but is emotionally manipulated by "it".

........When you separate yourself from the absolute truth and live through "how I feel at the moment" and when there is no inner connection with a father who brings this "message" but only "who do you think you are, God?" it stops right there. This separation prevents you from finding Creation and actually turns your allegiance to sinisterism which is always found within the power of money, a serious addiction difficult to break. You cannot ever find peace in materialism and wealth unless you truly and honestly distinguish the difference between the sinister dysfunctional female who owns your mind and where absolute does exist (reality).

........Now that she has given you two children to control you even more through your forever guilty lifestyle where guilt motivates you rather than to do the correct thing you have more painful choices to make. Check carefully why she had these two children. Was it a personal and selfish need? Does she know that it keeps you strung up with her, no matter what? Sorry, but the fall is now much greater and the pain and suffering is inevitable. Correction towards good change comes only with suffering within the world you have created in your egotistical lifestyle. Using others in different time periods of weakness will never correct anything but only provide a temporary support system like giving oxygen to a dying dog.

........Your son, and our grandson, is already finding himself needing to see where his parents are coming from. He is smart and more aware than even his parents who both flounder in selfishness. Now with another child to take care of, he is now beginning to struggle because this is the beginning of the "how I feel" programming rather than the discovery of "doing what's right". Without true love, which your wife has never know, and the lack of any proper direction, it is a world of chaos and frustration. There never is true love in inexperience because her parents never had it. You can see it if you cut through your smoke and mirrors, but never to see it if you stay within your power trip provided to you with all that money.

........Shipping your son out to school at such an early age is good because it gets him away from the dominating factors but it exposes him to a world of "no parental love". Actually it is too early to send a two year old to school because it leaves him exposed to those who do not care (no loving state) and it makes him become detached from true parental guidance. But if he does not have it at home anyway, then it inevitably becomes a world of chaos one day which so often creates the candidate for Ritalin, and a future Schizophrenic. Why Schizo, because he develops two personalities, one to please those around him as a need for love and the other which deals with the inner anger and the evil growing like a tumor. Only a big change could make the difference. You see, your wife has so much hate for father and men, demonstrated by her effeminate mentality that she must victimize you, the weak man, and her son too in order to satisfy her alien which thrives in her since a child. Her emotional level is in the order of an eleven year old where she acts her manipulating feelings upon you and her children similar to the female who had five of them to no longer want them around. You can see yourself as the father who is afraid to make any change because it easier to stay within the power trip of the money and the materialism, too much to give up if a divorce is necessary. Actually it is all a sign of insecurity when money and a need to be independent is more important than good relationships with decent and loving people. Yes there are other good woman around. The years go by and one can look back, "Is it too late?" Yes, you find your own kind among the lost sheep of friends (fiends) who only use you but even where some even know what you and your wife are really like only to stay with it for their personal use.

........One of your friends did tell us that you should never have been married and should never have had children although he still hangs around you because you have made him dependent upon you just as your wife makes you need her in a very sick way. She pulls on your emotional strings in order to keep you around as another victim in order to reconcile the differences she has towards her father.

........I called you several times to make arrangements for us to see our grandson without any response. He loves his grandparents and now knows them well. He already knows the difference where the experience of true love makes a difference. The dysfunctional mother will keep the child away from true loving influences because that child will discover early in its life where evil ("it") exists. Children are more conscionable than parents until they become corrupted. They seek parameters from parents in order to not need an ego which will later only thrive on "how I feel" rather than "to be giving". After many traumas and upsets the child begins to lose that insight he once had and the corruption sets in (sin). If money makes one of the parents feel good, than the child begins to learn from that. If the child sees that "what I have materialistically is more important" from the parents than the child learns to need more of that as a signal that life is such. If the child knows no real love, than the child will connect with an "it" which has no loving direction but only material things and fiends for friends who constantly use each other in a very selfish way. This is also a good description of the "spoiled child syndrome" where the vision of correction is always avoided as long as their comfort zone is to be stroked and the pedestal remains high to reward rather than to correct. It is now a life of "me, I" and an inevitable future of suffering with the possibility of illnesses (stomach pain).

....... .In the eyes of the conscious mind, one can see how people sooner or later get physical disorders even to the point of Alzheimers. Even death is one of the last rewards where there is no remorse to incorrectness and so much guilt carried around for so many years. Where there is no reconciliation with anger and no ability to be responsible for incorrectness, and where there is no forgiveness there remains a curse which lives and grows into a chaotic lifestyle. The ten commandments were created for a reason to help the ignorant discover a way to an absolute truth in order to simply wake up and discover. Basically people learn in the wrong way how to survive rather than how to be purposeful and loving. Spirituality is supported by the latter where survival is to have an allegiance to "it", where "it" has one goal and that is to self-destruct sooner or later.

........We expect our grandson to be brought to us at least once a week where he can be loved, disciplined and understood. We will never feed him with corruption.

........When you are with your wife you always need to look at her for approval because you are afraid of her immature emotional retaliations. One should speak freely and not need anyone's approval even from a wife. We have seen this with you since the beginning of that relationship. You think that you are independent, but actually you are sickly dependent on this relationship like a lost sheep. You have no mind of your own although you might think so because of your business dealings where money gives you the only "good" feeling you get. Everything derived from money provides the extension of that same feeling like any addiction. However all of these feelings are far from any spiritual reward. You show no signs of any faith.

........We will never call you again once you have used the grandson to manipulate grandparents, and if you think that we would harm our grandson in any way this thought comes from a very deep and sick individual. Wow! your wife's family are known for their molesting and incest and without her having reconciled these serious problems it shows up in later relationships and within the further dysfunctional cycle of the children to carry on "its" self destructive goals. Only one with that kind of mind would suggest that we would do some damage to our grandson. We would never corrupt a grandchild but wish to provide the true love necessary to be a decent spiritual person one day. Only corrupt parents would prevent this from happening and to have such a thought is unfortunate and misgiving. Grandparents serve a purpose.

........The love which our grandson has already discovered in his grandpa Roy Roy's and grandma B's home has already become imprinted and it is too late for you to disconnect it. You can send this message to your wife that is if you are not too afraid to do so. The child once having experienced some real love grows up always looking for that difference and hopefully finds it. He will also grow up wondering about how this all came to be and who had been responsible for his inner feelings and failings, another creature to blame which is exactly how you live your life today.

........You have already been described as the "remorseless" by a professional. This is because your anger dominates your rational mind. "It" thrives on your emotions and grows like a boil until something serious happens to change its direction. Boils need antibiotics but human beings need pain and suffering to come to absolute truth. When avoided (denial) there is no cure.

........Please do not use us again and do not use your children to manipulate others for your personal selfish reasons. You had come back to us because of your misery and guilt. How the wife acted to have her children exemplified a strong inadequacy and immaturity and how you went along with "it" demonstrates the seriousness of how weak men can destroy mankind. We saw similarities with the mother who killed her five children and the father who just stood by like a zombie, actually a way to get back at the female (mother). Remember that we are all similar but relatively different depending on how much corruption exists. Your wife's family background exemplifies strong dysfunctional habits but your parents have shown tremendous growth towards higher consciousness, true love and a caring attitude during the past twenty five years. This is reflected by the people who surround them. E.... has come into our family while her son C.... stole her money and joined your wife's family as if nothing occurred. He now has nothing and nowhere to turn but a living hell living with a molested child. You now are doing the same thing. Money will never be the cure and actually one can never appreciate materialistic things until one has experienced all the things that are right, forgiveness, honesty, caring, giving without anything in return where one knows the difference. Insecurities come from not knowing who and what one is as a person. It is an identity crisis which is readily seen in your wife. I do believe you have the same problem and are a bad pair. You are dealing with this serious problem especially now that she must be a mother and has no idea how to be one except from what she saw from her mother and at the same time to carry the burden of the "curse".

........Atheists can be good people but is a lonely life especially where hypocrisy prevails. They are always struggling within themselves seeking something they do not know what and where. To hide behind religion, symbols and an occasional prayer does not provide the necessary base to destroy "it". It takes years of realizing and recognizing absolute truth and going through the pain of correction. Spoiled children must get a good knock and spoiled adults must get an even bigger one otherwise there is no cure. This might take illness and suffering, spending of lots of hard earned money and the possibility of losing all those phony good things to reach salvation. Or correctness may never happen.

........Grandparents are created for a purpose, especially good one's who have learned the facts of life through their years of experiences. If they are not acknowledged, then the grandchildren lose out. Only a sick and immature parent would keep his children from discovering "experienced" people, shelter them in the dysfunctional home and brainwash them with videos and toys. You cannot find spirituality in schools otherwise the teenager of today would not be struggling with "it". You cannot find absolute truth among dysfunctional people who thrive on "I and me feelings" known as selfishness and lack of remorse. And it's too bad that they have children for selfish reasons and ego which eventually catches up with them.

........The children grow up and discover what their parents did. If they are themselves now quite dysfunctional, they should then need to go through the years of behavior therapy which their parents should have had but did not because the pain of discovering "it" had been too painful.

........You should go to therapy because a mental case is a mental case. The fastest way is an exorcism but most people do not take these seriously. Well, we can only recommend but when one simply just "knows it all" rather than listens carefully to the recommendation and nothing is done only the inevitable awakening might take place.

True Happiness

True happiness to most people is a misconception because it is based upon need and feelings. What one has been conditioned to know as happiness during the learning stages of the young child is what continues to be happiness for that individual and obviously is different for each and everyone. Being molested to some child might be the only thing this child knows to be a so-called happiness (excitement) and therefore continues on the same behavior pattern in later years. It can be in any form of abuse such as marrying a man who beat his wife. Or even to marry a man who truly does not love his wife but is a man who needs the mother to deal with from his past. To them it supposedly could be a happiness. Serial killers are even so-called happy killing people therefore all of these people need to hopefully discover true happiness.