An Experience to Remember

.You disappeared and never explained yourself. You could have first checked with me, truly your only decent relationship and friend you have. They only like you for your “looks”, your handbag, your clothes, your shoes, your hair and a cute face. I cared for you because of your survival character and personality but it did get a little sleazy at the end using four letter words all the time with the vendors. It was even making me a little that way too as I tolerated because I needed you. I laughed it off because I cared for having you there. .
........You said that you use men for slaves. Yes, you learned this from your father as he still slaves for you. Noticably now you cannot do this with me. You find these losers and use them and it is time to change that because you will always attract the wrong types as long as you stay the same in that "misty" mind set of yours. . Those are the ones who will be "following" you. In your uncorrected environment you will never be able to find real people. I never belonged in that category and the office here is and always will be a great environment and will improve with new people coming in. It is my plan now to fill up the office with new people and with that it makes a better environment for all there where will see how competition urges correctness. How one acts and looks then becomes an issue to even develop more discipline which is so important in a successful business and is somethng you truly have needed and never respected.
........I already have many new people.
........You forgot to have me go to your school class and speak..... I am still available. You see, you left me at the wrong time making a very big mistake. Look what you are missing in your life.
........You do have a maturity problem to work out and I had given you materials to work with which I now see you were not ready for. You never picked them up. If you hang around with your cousins you are a loser like they are. Staying at home with the parents you described to me is a very bad situation for you. Sticking with college under pressure and what will you get from it? I had given you lots of good guidance and do know it had helped you. I see you as very different from the first time we met. Still you have some shtick in you to deal with and by leaving me keeps it in you. Yes, it ain't going to disappear without the assistance of a good knowledgable friendship.
........Many people now tell me how good you were with me and it hurt to have you just go like you did. My good friend said when I had been away you had done a great job. I always wanted you to stay and even always as a friend.
........If you do not like the kind of business that is different, but even then you could still have my directives with so many years of experience, to be loving in nature, decent, caring and giving. You will not find that anywhere in your life, I guarantee because one must chage to attract it. You have all of these users and phonies hanging on you. You will be introduced to medical doctors who have no common sense and understanding... lots of brain dead people just as you said to me about.....you know who. Do not forget that rote learning suppresses common sense.
........By the way I have kept all of my emails and letters for a future book.... as one of my experiences in life. It would not ever have your name in it but it will make a great story of "that American generation", and what is happening to that new generation too. Every experience in life is a learning process and should be shared with others in order to become wiser and help peope grow..
........I do hope you read this and call me. I have the heart that you need. I know that I am somewhat selfish in wanting your help but not only is this good business sense but to come from one who is truly caring. People who are with me either know that they must stay with me or disappear because they cannot live with goodness as it continuously reminds them of their own personal ugliness and struggles. Remember Michael? Never forget that they got rid of the greatest goodness on the cross. Yes, it is simply dealing with the evil in us where you may not be able to. America is filled with this in materialism, need for money, obsessive behavior and drugs, dumb music, pornography, power and more garbage and unless you can separate yourself from it you are doomed to go down with it. Look at all the unhappy people around and not forgetting our own internal terrorism.
........Recent months have demonstrated the moronic society we have especially in Florida, with the killings of beautiful children because those males had a problem with their mothers never to resolve

An experience to learn never to forget